getting sh*t stuck to you pt. 1 (pulling mastery forward series)

hey y’all!

today i’m exploring something i hear about all the time from #bornawakes® - the feeling that other people’s gunk is always getting stuck to them. this is something i know about all too well! this is honestly a big topic, because there are the reasons we are primed to do this as #bornawakes®, and THEN there are the individual attachments we each carry to particular densities that also play out and cause us to attract gunk. in this post i explore the #bornawake® energetics. i dive into examples of attachments playing out across the densities in part two.

as #bornawakes® we are mainly here to complete attachments for ourselves and the collective. this is already tricky, because not only do we come in with the intention of completing as many open attachments as we can for OURSELVES, we also instinctively feel our larger, absolute-level mission, and as such find ourselves getting easily and (it can feel like) almost against our will, getting sucked in to complete the attachments carried by others.

i always really judged this in myself. i resented other people, because i felt like i was always being sucked in to solve their problems - i could just see what needed to shift so clearly. in a way it felt like it was a selfish motivation anyway. if i just solved the thing i ended up feeling better, too. (this is the weird #bornawake® thing where we just want to be free of attachments, and to live in a WORLD that is free of attachments, so once they’re completed we just feel better. it’s like energetic OCD).

before i understood the absolute mission of being #bornawake® i always thought this was something i needed to entirely un-learn, or complete in myself. my goal was to stop needing to complete attachments at all - for myself or others. while i do believe that’s where we’re headed as a collective, i realized i was focused on this end-goal because i was so UNHAPPY with the way i was going about trying to complete attachments. it felt exhausting helping people, and exhausting creating scenario after scenario where i was forced to complete my own karmic attachments from all different lives, densities etc, many of which were just to be frank NO FUN!

as a #bornawake® what i’ve learned is that i can’t really get away from that mission - completing max attachments, pulling forward max mastery for myself and the collective. but i DO get to choose any way i want to do that! i started thinking about how i could live in alignment with that purpose and still satisfy my 3d and soul aspects... in other words, how could i live in alignment with that absolute mission and STILL HAVE FUN? for me this shift has been everything. i hope it helps reframe things for you as well.

in part two we will dive into specific examples, but for now i want to offer a few questions for you to reflect (or even journal, if that’s a thing you do) on:

-where do i feel FORCED to complete attachments and resolve karma - like 3d is materializing something i don’t want to experience, but the only way i can think to make it stop happening is to go through the experience?

-are there any patterns or dynamics i seem to create again and again in my life? what is most frustrating about them for me? whatever makes you angriest, that’s where you are denying your mastery or needing to pull it forward from the origin. (the activations in the portal teach you how to do this)

-when do i get sh*t stuck to me? when do i not? how are these two categories different: ie, when you accept stuff into your field is it because you feel obligated whereas when it bounces off it’s because you know it’s not your responsibility? find the through-line for YOU, and dig in there. where did you pick that up? childhood? a past life? perhaps it’s genetic from your ancestors? if you’re unsure how to identify the origin, or you know the origin but lack the tools to address it there, we’ve got you covered on all fronts in the portal.

the core thing to understand as a #bornawake® is this: the reason you create, and on some level, DESIRE, the experience of completing as many open attachments as possible is because EVERY TIME YOU COMPLETE AN ATTACHMENT/KARMA AT ITS ORIGIN, YOU GAIN ACCESS TO THE MASTERY THAT WAS FROZEN THERE AND CAN INTEGRATE IT INTO THE FULLNESS OF YOUR BEING, IN THE NOW.

so. with that in mind let’s shift the focus.

-what masteries are you most needing to activate, attune + anchor in your current 3d experience? to get clear on these, look at where your 3d life feels like it is not an expression/reflection of your true frequency. what qualities, abilities or experiences would you need to be anchored in, in order to shift your 3d experience to match your inner desires and true frequency?

-how are the open attachments in your 3d experience giving you an opportunity to anchor these?

i want to highlight again here: self-awareness is great. but without the TOOLS to actually complete karma and pull forward masteries...self-awareness will not be enough. change requires processes that truly shift the energetics of a situation. unless we have tools to anchor our absolute knowing in 3d, we will continue to experience and create a split between our inner knowing and our 3d life. it’s for this reason that i designed such an incredibly accessible offering in the portal: i want all #bornawakes® to have access to the tools they need. but please understand if you do not do the work, you will not see meaningful results. i always feel mean when i say this! but it’s just true.

ok so - if we replay attachments in 3d in order to highlight to ourselves the mastery that’s stuck at the origin that’s relevant for us...can’t we collapse the whole thing on its head?!

what do i mean.

i mean, if you set out with the intention of: what masteries am i needing to pull forward, anchor and embody in my 3d life...

you no longer need to wait for the attachment, open sh*t, karma to SHOW UP in 3d in order for you to resolve it. YOU CAN RESOLVE IT BEFORE IT EVER BECOMES A PROBLEM.

and that, my friends, is the power of being #bornawake®. don’t wait for 3d life to show you stuff and respond to it - that’s what makes us feel shitty. instead, set the course of action for YOURSELF and watch as 3d materializes the dynamics you need to complete specifically for that. i am often able to discreate things before they even need to happen in 3d because i’ve already done the energetic work around it.

if you complete the karma and pull forward the mastery preemptively, 3d will not need to reflect weird sh*t to you because you already moved through it. of course, in times where lots is changing or we are evolving quite rapidly it’s sometimes too difficult to keep up, but simply having this understanding is enough to shift things from ‘why is this happening to me’ to ‘cool, lemme go complete this real quick.’ for me i never panic anymore no matter what 3d is doing. it might be uncomfortable, it might require healing - but i never worry that i’m off-course or that i ‘won’t get there in time.’ that’s because i’m controlling the narrative, by choosing what to prioritize rather than waiting for 3d to show me.

when you make it intentional to design your own karma-completing, mastery-anchoring obstacle course then the process becomes FUN! it feels draining and overwhelming when you forget, or can’t see, that YOU are in fact creating this experience. so let this be the day you commit to seeing things in this new way. i promise you, it will change soooo much!

some questions to reflect on with this last bit: where do you NOT feel that you’re creating your reality? where do you still feel that life is happening TO you - rather than being created BY you? this is the sh*t you take through the portal activations.

as always, thanks for reading! let us know what you think :) and if you’re DONE reacting to 3d life and ready to begin designing it yourself, sign up for the portal now. until next time,

xx SPIRIT