creating supportive momentum as a #bornawake®
hey #bornawakes®!
spirit here :) today i want to talk to you about what i see as some fundamental, highly useful ways to create the conditions in your life, in which change can occur with ease.
i will always remember a conversation i had with a friend close to 10 years ago. for those of you that don’t know, i quit drugs and alcohol at 16. i was in AA for several years; as i write this i’m still completely abstinent but don’t participate there anymore. anyways - a big AA concept is the ‘moment of clarity.’ the idea that all of a sudden, in one moment, we get this kind of flash or realization, or ‘grace,’ that allows us for a split second to see the truth of how we’re acting and, more importantly - makes us believe for a SPLIT SECOND that something more or different could be possible.
i was speaking to my friend about this concept. about how arbitrary it felt to me - why did some people get one, and others don’t? at that time i still ascribed most things to an outside force like god, or the universe, and i felt very humbled but also saddened by the idea that some people were granted this grace. why me? it all felt random. not to mention, what had allowed me to utilize that moment and actually take action from it?
my friend said something that changed my whole worldview: ‘but i’m sure it wasn’t just a moment. i’m sure if you look back over the months, or years, or even your whole life leading up to that moment - you’ll see that you were laying the groundwork all along.’
damn.
if that’s true and we don’t have to wait for a sign, or ‘grace,’ or some external force to intervene and show us the way...how can we be intentional in laying that groundwork ourselves? and secondly: is there anything specific about being #bornawake® that will influence how we approach this?
i like to think of this groundwork as supportive momentum. it’s not the same thing as changing. it’s a way of manufacturing the experience of grace or ‘a-ha’ moments that LEAD to change, through an ongoing flow of energy in the direction of what we desire.
today i’m going to leave you with several journaling/contemplation prompts. if you’re currently subscribed to the portal, these prompts will help you uncover where to focus your time and attention inside. also - this post is LOOOOOOOONG! haha. enjoy.
step one: identifying the conditions in which change takes root
-look back over times you have made large changes in the past. what characteristics were the same IN YOU at each of these moments? (examples: detachment; feeling compassionate towards yourself instead of judgmental; a feeling of just being DONE).
-if you look at the area where you’re currently wanting change: which of these characteristics is absent? it might be many of them! if you are a portal member find the activation that best serves to get you closer to the missing characteristic. stick with it until you find you’re able to approach THIS situation the same as prior ones.
-what makes change in this area feel impossible? where did you learn that? these are great things to take through the activations in the portal. for example if it’s from a past life, take it through complete soul contracts. if you learned it from your parents or ancestors, take it through complete genetic contracts. if you are unsure where it started you can always take it through both to be thorough ;)
step two: utilizing our 3d experience to complete karma and pull forward masteries
this is where being #bornawake® really starts to matter. as a #bornawake® we are not here to learn through 3d experiences; rather, we are here to become such utter and complete embodiments of the absolute in 3d that we can shift 3d at will to match our desires, frequency etc. in fact this is what we’re always doing already, but it’s often unconscious (and coming from the soul’s plan to complete karma) so it feels sh*tty instead of fun :)
if you are here to fully step into the truth that you are creating your reality, then one of the best places to start is to begin approaching everyday situations from this perspective. the more you practice viewing situations this way, the more it becomes second-nature and you stop feeling disempowered by 3d events that occur in your experience. here are some great questions to ask to uncover where you still feel disempowered, not sovereign, or are tied into the illusion of 3d life.
-where am i invested in the illusion/narrative that 3d is ‘real’? how is this serving me or keeping me safe?
-if triggered/faced with a situation that feels disempowering: why am i creating this experience? what would need to shift in me, for me to be able to hold the truth that energetically I am creating this without canceling out/negating the simultaneous truth, that my 3d/human self feels unsafe? what skills or practices would I need to incorporate in order to hold both?
it’s worth noting that all the activations in the portal are designed to support you in learning to hold both, by teaching you to bring the absolute frequency INTO the 3d human operating system. the activations are also chock-full of prompts and guidance to help you uncover the answers to these questions. you can sign up for the portal here.
i also want to highlight that as a #bornawake® you’re here to complete karma and pull forward masteries, more than ACCOMPLISH any specific 3d thing. therefore everything showing up in your 3d experience is just a reflection of where you currently have open attachments, or have successfully pulled forward/are embodying your mastery. anywhere things feel easy/in flow you’re in your mastery; anywhere they feel glitchy or disempowering you have open attachments. it’s actually quite simple. the question is, whether you currently have the tools to complete karma and pull forward masteries in the areas where you are blocked, stuck, have open attachments etc. (enter the portal - just sayin).
step three: uncovering our core desires, true frequency, and what we want to experience in 3d life
OKAY! YAY! so as a #bornawake™ if we’re here to complete attachments and pull forward masteries more than accomplish any 3d thing, what does this mean for how we design our lives? how does it influence our manifestation lists, dreams, goals etc?
the important thing to understand is that as a #bornawake® YOUR MISSION IS ENERGETIC. the full post on this is forthcoming but here’s the deal: you incarnated as a master to complete as much karma as you possibly could, to become the most full embodiment of your mastery in 3d that you could, so that the human operating system could receive an upgrade! you are here to teach the human operating system to hold the frequency of the absolute in 3d. that’s it. :)
to feel fulfilled then, your life needs to support this mission. your life needs to allow you to pay attention to what is showing up in 3d so that karma can be completed and masteries can be pulled forward, EFFICIENTLY. there are a zillion ways to accomplish this. my main suggestion here, is just to compare any lists, goals or dreams you have to this energetic mission and get honest with yourself about if/how they support you in accomplishing this.
simply being intentional about weaving your energetic mission into anything you desire to experience will shift things SO MUCH. since we’re masters we know we have abilities and knowledge that other beings on earth at this time are needing. it can lead to a lot of guilt and obligation around ‘helping’ or being of service. for some #bornawakes® this might feel aligned, for others not so much.
for example I chose to close out the timeline of being a healer. I do 1:1 retainer contracts when it feels like the perfect person, because the experience then becomes this magical explorative journey together. but besides that healing really didn’t feel good to me. it just felt like the only way to complete karma and pull forward masteries for the collective.
the more you strip back your narratives of what’s NECESSARY to accomplish your mission and understand it’s purely energetic, the more you’ll be able to design a unique experience of 3d that’s tailored just for you. i love writing these articles and i loved creating the portal. and i’m super lit up about BORNAWAKE®’s forthcoming podcast. besides that, i spend my time having magical 3d experiences. i came to earth to play here! i’m learning to mountain climb, i cook special healthy meals for myself and my partner, we play board games and are setting our lives up to begin an abundant nomadic journey in the next 6-9 months.
all of these things are kind of a gentle teaser into my teachings on true frequency, something we’ll be diving into more deeply here as well as in the portal in the weeks to come :)
-what do you love to do? when do you feel most yourself?
-what stories, experiences or contracts prevent you from leaning into these things?
-how does your avoidance of these things reflect the ways you’ve bought into the illusion of 3d as real? for example: if I stopped doing xyz I’d have no money; relationships are hard for everyone; etc. take whatever things come up through the relevant activations in the portal, if you’re a member.
-when have you felt the most accomplished or proud of yourself in your life? list all of them.
-looking at the above list, can you see how they relate to your energetic mission? ie: how did they support you in completing karma and/or pulling forward masteries?
-when have you felt the most disconnected from yourself in your life? are there any patterns, behaviors or themes there? if you’re a portal member, take these through the relevant activations.
hopefully you received some useful insights through this post! i would love to hear what you come up with. email us to let us know! and sign up here for the portal. thanks so much for reading! until next time,
xx SPIRIT