i believe i’m creating my reality. now what?
i hear this from #bornawakes™ all the time: i know i’m creating my reality. but now what? it’s not like that knowledge or perspective has SHIFTED my 3d reality. how does knowing i’m creating my reality actually give me the power to change it?
usually the #bornawakes® i speak to who are in this space/state of mind are feeling really frustrated. they’ve tried lots of tools, healers and trainings. they have read the books and studied all the things. they have tried ignoring the energetics altogether and simply working really hard by 3d rules. even when they got 3d results they never felt any more EMPOWERED in their ability to transform their 3d reality at will to match their internal state. and so, even if they got ‘the thing’ it never felt like the experience they really wanted because they still didn’t fully understand HOW it had happened.
the questions that come up for beings here are things like...why did it work that time and not this time? what am i missing? why do i sometimes get punished or go through sh*tty dynamics - does that really mean i believe i deserve that? i don’t FEEL undeserving. WTF? why can’t i just believe in the universe like everyone else? this SUCKS.
here’s the thing. the concept that ‘we are creating our reality’ is accurate technically, but a little bit besides the point in terms of how things work in practice. when we are introduced to the idea that we’re creating our reality we’re usually taught that that means our THOUGHTS, or maybe our subconscious mind, or maybe our thoughts and our emotions together - are creating our reality. in any case it’s usually presented in such a way that utilizing our conscious mind will be enough to shift our reality at will. and while this works for certain types of attachments and certain densities, there are lots of things it DOESN’T work for. especially in the beginning, when you are learning to concentrate and focus your energy.
to the #bornawake® who has accepted the truth that we are 100% creating our reality but is running into resistance, resentment, triggers and blocks when they try to materialize that knowing in 3d here are my suggestions:
familiarize yourself with attachments, densities and all of the levels of being-ness that are being expressed through your 3d ‘self’ and reality. get comfortable with these densities and types of attachments so that it’s easy to recognize when something is karmic, or a soul contract, or from your ancestors. as you build this skill you become efficient and masterful at quickly identifying the energetic ORIGIN of dynamics showing up in your 3d experience. which means you can complete them a lot more efficiently, too. (we give you all of these tools in the portal).
notice when you fall back into victim mode, where you feel you’re being unfairly treated, where you feel powerless. when do you get triggered and resentful? these are the places where you actually HAVEN’T accepted the truth that we’re creating our own reality 100%. and that’s why you keep facing roadblocks.
when do you look for signs, seek out the guidance of others or doubt your ability to change your 3d reality? again - these are more places where you’re actually reinforcing the narrative of disempowerment and they’re exactly where you need to dig. (we’ve got you covered in the portal to make this switch).
i notice this moment gets a lot of #bornawakes® really frantic and panic-y. they feel like they tried to create their reality and it didn’t work, which means either there is something wrong with THEM, or the idea actually was never true and that’s why it didn’t work. it’s a painful space to be in, but i need to be honest with you: if this is where you are right now, getting to the other side is about taking deeper responsibility for yourself.
not in a way of ‘i’m bad’ or ‘i created the wrong thing!!’ or ‘i’m broken that i can’t make this work.’ but in the way of: damn, from my perspective there are only two options. one is that i’m creating my reality but i’m just bad at it, and the other one is that i actually need to rely on the universe. those are my only choices so i’m going to keep flipping back and forth between them, until i tire myself out...run out of years...run out of steam...decide to give up instead.
the truth is actually so much simpler. you just need different tools. tools that actually address ALL the things that influence the reality we are creating. you need a way to understand that everything you’re experiencing IS due to the attachments open in your operating system, without letting that mean it’s ‘your fault.’ detachment is the word.
this post is a bit more tough love than i usually get...but my only desire, #bornawakes®, is to clearly and purely share the information i receive with you. to share my experience working with #bornawake® beings and my knowledge of what works and what doesn’t.
just because you know you need to rely on your intuition above all else at this moment - doesn’t mean you actually have the tools to do that. just because you know you’re a master - doesn’t mean you know how to complete attachments and pull forward masteries. just because you intellectually accept you’re creating your reality, doesn’t necessarily mean you don’t revert to resentment and drama and projecting onto ‘the universe’ when things go wrong.
and the only way in my experience, that THOSE things actually change? that you’re able to stop flip-flopping and ANCHOR the truth that we are creating our reality 100% at all times? is to do the f*cking work. the scary work. the hard work. the deep truth-facing of looking in the mirror. only you know where you’re repeating the narrative of disempowerment. only you know, if you already possess the tools to change things. but the thing is, if you’re resonating with this post and you are still stuck in that place despite the tools you have...you DON’T actually have what you need to get to the other side. sorry, not sorry!
as #bornawakes® we have a habit of wanting to do everything for ourselves. this comes from our inner knowing that we are masters, and our deep desire for/valuing of sovereignty. there tends to be a feeling that if we seek out tools we are denying our mastery. but if you’re here to learn HOW to own your mastery...you’re going to need tools that teach you that! just because we are masters doesn’t actually mean we know everything. it just means the things we need to learn are different than the things awakening beings need to learn.
where are you confusing owning your mastery with avoiding help and support? where are you confusing trusting your intuition with giving yourself the right to disregard feedback, or ignore realities about what has worked and what hasn’t? it’s time to be real.
of course, i’m partial to the tools we offer in the portal. they are the only set of tools specifically designed for the #bornawake® operating system, and they successfully address all 3 points discussed above. most importantly they support you in cultivating your OWN inner guidance system, rather than building dependency on an external system, idea or process. the more you utilize the portal the more you cultivate your OWN intuition. and it’s only $9.99/mo :)
whether you choose the portal or feel drawn to something else - figure out what you need to break the cycle of flip-flop between trying to create without the tools to do so, and giving up to rely on the universe. even though that feels like sh*t. the key takeaway is, recognition of this cycle is not enough. knowing you’re a master is not enough. more is required to get from A to B.
thanks for reading friends! got questions, comments or topic requests? reach out here. sign up for the portal here. until next time,
xx SPIRIT